Sono-ExorcistXIII

Have I ever... [x] smoked. [x] consumed alcohol. [x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. [x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. [x] kissed someone of the same sex. [x] had sex. [x] had someone in your room other than family. [x] watched porn. [x] bought porn. [x] tried drugs. TOTAL: 10 [x] taken painkillers. [x] taken someone else's prescription medicine. [x] lied to your parents. [x] lied to a friend. [x] snuck out of the house. [x] done something illegal. [x] felt hurt. [x] hurt someone. [x] wished someone to die. [x] seen someone (almost) die. TOTAL: 20 [x] missed curfew. [x] st

I DID IT!!!!!! I DID IT!!!!! I FUCKING DID IT!!!!! I DID IT!!!! FUCK, I DID IT!!!!!!!! I DID IT!!!!! I FUCKING DID IT!!! I FUCKING DID IT!!!!!!!!!!! and by "did it", i mean totally outed myself to my mom... which means told her i like girls.. whick means told her im a lesbian. For you slow people out there that didnt get it the first time. But god... when you have the love of a beautiful woman. Your courage boosts to a whole new level. I never thought in a million years i could do that! Yet, then again... i never thought a girl could ever love me after finding out my deepest, darkest secrets either.. and i got proven wrong

Ive been seeing alot of "anti-valentines day" journals going around lately... so for a change, ive decided to make a "pro-valentines day" journal. (: Suck on that... Even though, i really do not believe in Valentines Day... I believe everyday should be valentines day with the ones you love.. but this is the first year that i actually asked a girl to be my valentine, and she said yes. (: and now, ive been talking to her for about... 5 hours now, and going... Not including yesturday, when we talked for 4 hours... Hey, its valentines day.. i should spend it with my valentine right? But its not like you people, that dont have valent